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Amma called from Chennai on my birthday. Through the crackling line, I heard familiar sounds: temple bells, auto-rickshaw horns, the vendor's cry. She'd gathered our relatives, pooled their blessings into cash, and sent it through the network. Thirty-four years old, and finally understanding what she'd always known. I'd tried leaving Tamil Nadu behind in America, keeping our traditions secret even from myself. But this morning, holding that money, I wasn't running anymore. My grandmother's recipes, my father's stories, my mother's love—they'd traveled with me all along, waiting. I sent half back, helping cousins. We were still connected, still kin, still home.